This was s'pose to be a post about embodying the #radianceof my #venus. i thought i was ok at it, i know how to read my own damn chart. but when I smashed up the left side of my car the other week on my way home for working for 'the man’, the metaphor was not lost on me. Wounded feminine. i’ve pulled the healing+the #aphroditecard the last 3 weeks in a row, okay, hit me I said on the wkd+ i committed to letting my guard down+fully owning my #goddessfor 48 beautiful hours+I nailed it. I took long coconut oil baths, made love, let a certain king fill up my cup, stayed away from insta, napped in the middle of the day, drank wine in the bath+cooked only once. in the nude. I softened. the. fuck. up. Ooooh, it was yummy.
when aphrodite is active, I move slower, my soul feels nourished, my senses alert+appreciative to the sensual delights around me, I thrive in this boundaryless place, in this openness, this fullness. My senses explode. I never wanna leave. My longing to be claimed feels fulfilled, having surrendered totally to love's bliss, my spirit ablazes with divine union, my heart having been offered up devotionally, my walls are broken down, i feel full bodied contentment, my body smiles from the #pussyoutwards, I have time(make time) for self care. I soften into my true essence, but i look like a totes different person. i left the house only once+ran into two different mates at santos, you look amazing one said giving me the once over, the other one couldn’t place it, you’ve been at the…beach?
If venus is in your 8th house virgo like me, intimacy will be your #lovepotion. i want to be penetrated by deep relating or not at all. My love nature is extreme. I am devotional. Serious. Sacred. Not light fun flirty. i wholeheartedly give of my entire soul. Passion is medicinal for me.i find beauty in broken, enchanted, magical places, in the hidden+ forbidden. I want to discuss our shadows, how we will make love next week. Make a love symbol, infuse it with sex magic+read #tarot. I am not happy til I dig deep+get to the very core of the people around me. my body doesn’t lie.
but then…monday. school lunches, drop off, 7 loads of washing+my venus CONT